seven heavenly virtues

it seems like people tend to focus on the seven deadly sins...but what about it's counterpart? the seven heavenly virtues: chastity, abstinence. liberality, diligence, patience, kindness and humility. i'm as guilty as anyone to not have followed these. well at least some of them. in the past couple weeks, i've had the time to discover myself. dig down deep and redefine myself. and it's going pretty well. i can honestly say that i've been much more upbeat, a little more optimistic...hell...maybe what some people call...happy. it's kinda weird but it feels good. i guess the gray clouds over my head have actually subsided. yeah i'm still a little upset but not as bad. i've rediscovered my passion for art, i've got the greatest homies in the world, and i actually had a lot of fun this past weekend. for the first time in a long time. i feel good. ok so i hella digressed, but as i read more and more into these seven virtues, i've actually followed these for a majority of my life, which makes me realize maybe i'm not as horrible as i think i am. it almost seems like my character has been defined off these virtues. i don't know...it's awkward. i think i'm blinded by my own needs. i guess i wanted to find someone who saw these qualities in me to actually believe it. i'm slowly learning to believe in it on my own. especially with the new year coming...i'm gonna make it my rebirth....my renaissance. but for now....until later kids...time to actually go work haha